If You Died Yesterday

What if you died yesterday, what would you feel looking back at your life? What legacy did you leave in your place? What dreams did you inspire? Who’s lives benefited from your existence? Did you fulfil your purpose? Did you reach self actualization? Did you use what you had from where you were everyday to make the world a better place? Did you suffer, Or did you end suffering?

Now can you feel all of the regrets you feel with the answers to these questions? Think of all of the dreams You held as a child, that never were manifested.Think of All of the time we put in to make a dollar, in front of a precious life moment. Think of All of  the memories that will now never be made.  See the children we didn’t raise, the family we never knew,  the love we couldn’t buy, the connection we could afford to create, the fun you never allowed yourself to have, the gifts you never developed, and all of the PAIN you created to replace it all! Think of all the ways you tried to Chase that pain away everyday,  yet it never subsided no matter what we used to try to cope with it! Maybe faint but still daunting. “But whatever it’s Just a way of life. ” Right?  Wait no…..

This isn’t a way of life,  It’s Litteraly Just A Painful Way To Die!

Wake up!

How does living in these boxes society has told you to fit into, brought you expansion? How has living up to someone else’s standards of should and shouldn’t, brought you great joy, love, peace, and harmony? How does working a 9 to 5 benefit anyone but the one’s your working for? How could have you used that time working towards something that would benefit everyone? When you saw injustice did you fight against, or did you create another solution? Did you have to manifest cancer or some other life threatening illness to get your priorities straight? Or where you so desperate to stop and just be nurtured by another, that you never got better? Or Did you get so confused by all of the contradictions, that you spun yourself into a dark lonely hole where no one could find you?  Did you die from not being able to cope with this painful, pointless, meaningless experience for one more day?

Our world has been standing still for over a decade and our people are growing depressed, and tired. Just wandering around with no idea what they are supposed to be doing here.  Even the “gifted one’s,” born remembering the universal truths, sent here to bring forth the messages from source to realign the planet, are struggling to do so. The fear of punishment from those in control and the trauma created in childhood from being so different, causes splits in the consciousness. They know what their purpose is, but are only part of a person by adult age. Most of them are hiding from the episodes that keep triggering really uncomfortable feelings. They avoid people because they think they are being punished by feeling the suffering around them. They have no conscious awareness that they can feel because they can transmute. They feel because they can help. But because they were socialized with the beliefs that their gods are all knowing, judging, and will punish any “sins” they make.  It becomes clear why they would think being empathic is a means of punishment. They get dragged down by society, trying to survive. Most of them highly artistic creators, without knowledge of what they can create, due to a highly restrictive and controlling socialization. So making a living, to most, is few and far between. Without an ability to support themselves, even the most truly power influential people, born with the messages to heal the world, are having a hard time navigating the logistics.

So now can you see that the only selfishness is not thinking your gifts are good enough to share? And how Sitting in a basement, perfecting your craft, truly doesn’t benefit anyone! Your higher self is already doing what you have told yourself your not ready to try. Do you understand that jealousy is admiring something you want to see in yourself, but have told yourself you could not be. Do you understand you couldn’t desire something, you aren’t ment to have?  The only reason why your desire do not manifest, is because of the thoughts you hold related to having them. You don’t believe you can have what you desire so You hate others when they mirror them to You.    You truly are the only one stopping you, from having, being and doing anything you ever dreamed of! You just have to believe you can.

So if you were given the chance to come back after dying, what would you do differently today? You might think your just one person and you can’t change the world, but if every person in the world change today, what they would regret never getting to do tomorrow, then the entire universe would shift over night. And then Maybe just then you’d realise just how powerful you really are!

Change your mind and create what you desire. Stop focusing on what could go wrong,  and get excited to see what will go Right!


Author: kendradivinepurpose

I love and live freely, I am hard working,  when I'm passionate about what I'm doing. I never sell myself short in meaningless dead end jobs because I don't believe any amount of money is worth not loving my life! I think everyday should be celebrated as if it is a holiday and that to me is more important than "keeping my nose to the grindstone." I feel that keeping my individuality is more important than living up to other people's expectations, and I have no problem letting others know this. I'm a genuine person, I have empathy for all and love to help people see a new perspective to the beauty life can bring when you change your focus. I love music and I especially love to dance. I think people are the healthiest and happiest when they make passion a priority. I think the world we live in has grown cold and hard so I do everything I can to help shift that aspect. It saddened me to see suffering, because it doesn't have to be this way. On the other side of pain comes knowledge and expansion. I found beauty in my own pain when I learned that nothing is painful for no reason because we didn't come here to suffer. It's painful when there's something to be learned so I can get excited and look for all the clues and find the deeper meaning to the experience of pain vs the feeling of pain itself. By learning how to use that knowledge brings peace and harmony to the collective consciousness. I don't believe  in worrying in a world that's governed by law of attraction, worry only draws what is unwanted INTO your reality. So instead I chose to focus on what I can create instead of worry about what I can not change.  Life without worry, Is Happiness! 

One thought on “If You Died Yesterday”

  1. Thank you for sharing this! ❤ It is hard being happy when you keep feeding yourself the deprivating stories…you've known all your life. Everyone is on their own journey…and need more or less pain before hitting the critical point of ''i've had enough''. But why go through all this? Thanks to blogs like this we have the opportunity to see insight and choose something more true to ourselfs.


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